I am: sitting in my office at church, drinking a Frostie concord grape soda, and listening to Ray LaMontagne.

I dream: in technicolor.  mostly about places I recognize, but that don’t look like that in real life!

I think: therefore I am wrong…The Husband’s motto! haha just kidding.  I think: it is perfect weather today

I know: enough to know that I don’t know much and I best keep my mouth shut about what I do.

I want: to live in such a way as to help all those around me!

I have: more than I deserve.

I wish: I was a little bit taller, I wish I was a baller I wish I had a girl that looked good I would call her (o wait I do hahahaha!)

I hate: the pursuit of power.

I miss: being 10 and listening to Jesus Freak in the church van on the way to quizzing trips.

I fear: that I am inadequate in all that I do.

I feel: content.  This cold weather and the mood today are soothing.

I hear: what they are trying to say, but are too afraid to admit.

I smell: good.  Thanks to my wife for clean clothes!

I crave: some down time.  I just want to be at the house with the phone off for 48 hours….is that too much?

I search: for that which I have already found.

I wonder: why people are so concerned with politics when they won’t help the people they see everyday.

I regret: having but one life to give in the pursuit of God’s kingdom.

I love: meagan.  God.  friendships.  laughter.

I ache: right now.  My back hurts because of the cold front!

I care: what happens to my students.

I always: look for ways to surprise my wife.

I am not: an olympic swimmer.  a ballerina.  not even a pencil.

I believe: that what I believe is bigger than some people’s supposed beliefs.

I dance: like kevin james in hitch (before hitch got a hold of him)

I sing: loudly.

I cry: when necessary.

I don’t always: shave.  if you haven’t noticed.

I fight: complacency, apathy, and ignorance whenever they show their ugly heads around my students.

I write: on this blog because I think its fun!

I win: staring contests all the time.  you just didn’t know we were playing.

I lose: my train of thought oft…what was I saying?

I never: want to say never. I am always safeguarding that which I do!

I confuse: meagan a lot.  its a little game I play!

I listen: when you talk.  really.  i truly care what people say.

I can usually be found: at this desk or on the couch at my house.

I am scared: of being near windows after dark.  seriously, bears could be out there!

I need: to drink more water and not spend so much time on here.

I am happy: with everything in life right now.

I desire: well thats for me…i am not writing that down!

I hope: that people will learn that there is more to this “Jesus Thing” than where we go when we die.

I have:  wasted your time. hahaha!  thanks for reading.

peace to you

current itunes track: Burn, Ray LaMontagne, Trouble

currently watching: The Office, Season 4

currently reading:  Old Copies of Time Magazine.  I enjoy this.