Something sad…

I want to be a good student, something I’ve never been in the past. I decided before classes started that I would always study, always take notes, always ask questions, and ALWAYS do the homework…Well, due to an unending state of poverty, I am not allowed to do two of those things; and those two things are the most important.

Studying and homework

I’ve just been informed, by checking my little calendar of events on the school’s website, that there is a test tomorrow over a chapter worth of reading in my English class. So, since my financial aid is seemingly non-existent and the people in charge of it don’t feel the need to help people in a bind, I am going to fail this test. I pride my use of the English language, but I’ve never claimed to be good at it. Besides, I am going to school to learn, and one can expect to learn things never heard before, so not knowing things addressed in a book I don’t have will ultimately result in…nothing.

So not only do I appear irresponsible to my teachers by not having my textbooks yet, I am going to show the teachers how well I can fail their classes.

I’d like to thank the world for being such a backward place.

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Yes it’s 2:30 am and yes I am still awake. I think I might sleep a little better when I don’t have to worry about MONEY.